The Eternal Pursuit

Yet another gentle Gnarl in my destiny
Another person's life impressed upon me
as I make way through the vacuum of my impoverished spirit
into the shining star of supernal luminosity

A radiant air held me in her arms
when I tried to hide my vivacity inside the barns
to make way for the higher purpose to conceive

Make the knots within to open, divine grace I could receive.

And since then my being has been out of captivity

Freedom of hope and hope of freedom have been my life's veracity

There were wings which were fastened to my human form

And then there was this ill timed flight in my aberrant yarn

I wasn't prepared, to live through my fate

and thus I was refused to enter heaven's gate!

And this vacuum whose hollow does not cease to cease

has been growing beyond itself even as that radiance I am unable to appease

And thus this mingling/divorce from the mortals of this world

of the pain excruciating that with practice may not even hurt

Has obliged me to follow the nonsensical path through the woods

This journey may as well, give rise to the ulterior goods